Sunday, April 3, 2011

How Long do I want to live?

To many this is stupid question to few this is better left unanswered. We all stick closely to life and do everything to make it simple, easy, comfortable. Even those people with simple lives do they want to live life more than the ones who are having hard time, This is not so tough to tell people who are having hard life are actually trying harder to live and appreciate life more than People with simple lives. Now I am getting ahead of myself. Question is still how long you really want to live.

If we all think logically we all will come up with some answers and as for me I would like to live as long my life is not monotonous. If one day I get up and realize I am at that last page of novel and now nothing new will happen there is no new page to turn to. I will probably want to end along with that novel itself, frankly as most stories do. May be this is why I like long stories where there is never a end but I know there is something that might happen in the next page. New adventure is key of my life. It keeps me going and up as well.

But I am not writing here just about myself I am trying to understand human life and human thoughts yeah my most thoughts are biased with my own view. I have seen some people who have huge life force their desire to live is much greater than others. They tend to move forward in most absurd situations they don’t give up don’t even give signs of giving up always have smile on their face irrespective of life. To me they are real heroes They are someone you often end up looking up to. They don’t only hold life close to themselves but cheer and challenge it at same time and enjoy it to its limit they may have pain with depths of sea in their hearts but still bring themselves to smile and live I know there are people like that as I fell in love with someone who has become my mentor of life.

Then there are people who often get sad even frustrated with life but they never stop moving forward their curiosity for knowing what is ahead gets better of them, They strive to move forward often are day dreamers and see unimaginable dreams which are never really close to reality and they even realize this in due time but still continue to look for new dreams and new lives, They have weird things they want to take road less travelled and often rebels and even have short temper but still they are happy people to many. It’s really hard to know what is going on inside their heads. I guess they like to live as long as it keep changing as long as there is space for something new to them, to them relationship and all commitments are like chain holding them ground some time for good some time for bad. They often end up feeling like birds in cages.

Then we have I guess category which is highly populated where they are tired of life want it to change but never take initiative to them life is better when it is simple they have their own adventures their own dreams to make it more simple to get into most comfortable state well to tell you truth everyone want to get more comfortable but for few this comfortable is good for rest of life and for few it good only for few minutes and they want to see what else is their but I can’t deny the fact people of this category often live most relaxed life people with above category often end up getting jealous from them even if they look down on people from this life but they still get jealous often if they are not successful and their all attempts are going useless. People of this category just let the live slip and live it as it passes with whatever they have sometime hoping to change it but mostly keep living the same life with same passion and same patience.

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