Turn Back Time

In abyss I find myself

Strayed far away in this deserted life

Wondering how far I came

Running away from those memories

Far away from those fears

When couldn't accept you as you

Couldn't accept myself

Now I wonder,

If I could turn back time

Turn back my life

Will I come to you?

Hold you close

Will I feel your heart again?

Or is it a memory I must live

As one to keep me going

And keep me alive in this lonely life

Little did I realize, those memories became my life

They bring that estranged smile

At most sorrow days of my life

Lost in inner world

Often befuddled by own desires

And then mind drifts away

To those memorable times

To that memorable world

Where we smiled

On every little part of life

As it was last day of life

Now with no one around

And you only close to my heart

For whom I still ponder

If I could turn back time,

Turn back my life

Will I come to you and hold you close to my heart.