I hate this India…

How much I hate India and how much I love Bharat? Often this pops up in my head and make me hate India little more every day. On every occasion it does I loose little bit of request to my country and loose the little bit of love to the same. And every time I read about the history of Bharat it makes me proud bit more and make me love it more. For many Bharat is the Hindi name of the India but not to me. The old stories of Bharat makes me proud every time, too many of great legends are associated with this name.
And Indian name is associated to poverty and suffering we face in this country and more of my so called national leaders who care little about people or this nation but more of how to fill ones pockets. Bharat on the other hand use to be golden sparrow, one of the richest nation on the earth had one of the best education system, sewage system, political system and most of all we were humans with high moral values there wasn’t much of religion but moral values kept our humanity alive. With Bharat name we survived for thousands of years. Bharat is a nation which is older than history itself.
As a person I realize it is not good to live in the past and Bharat was past of India and tell you the truth yeah it is pretty much true, If we look at it we are not even shadow of it. Once a great nation now has no name no history only suffering and bad name which is to tell the truth is well deserved. Our Leaders of great India had made sure all the efforts that were put to make this place great should go in vain so we have no future ahead of us all.
History to many is not important but it helps people realize who we really, when Nehru family wiped of the Bharat history plate to write the name India and start new they didn’t realize they wiped of everything that makes us what we really are and also identify us make us belong to one place. And no matter who ever we are we all need a place to belong. For that we hold every little place we can hold onto. And with name India no matter how much we try it doesn’t ring the bell it makes us feel our identity’s locus isn’t our nation but elsewhere given to us by some third nation.
It killed Bharat’s culture in order to adapt to that third nation’s one. Our culture was strong and it still holds us tight together. It’s capability to change with time was one that kept it alive for all these years. With this one wipe we have injected the very virus that will slowly kill us and end the great Civilization that our forefathers built.
Even with different religions we never had this much issues Hindus, Buddhist and Jainism survived together for thousands of years. If one say they are pretty much same of course these will have similarities if one lived with each other for thousands of years together we will have similarities. But in last 60 years. In this India this brotherhood died. Our politicians who now belong to their small states not to whole Bharat just prefer to take care of their places. Whenever we have new Railway ministers come into power their duty is to make better connectivity to their state not whole India as they never really belong to India and Bharat is no more. It’s pretty obvious they don’t have the duty to serve the whole nation since now they only belong to their state.
We have often blamed English for our state little do we realize it was us who split ourselves made ourselves vulnerable to petty kings who once was so afraid to attack Bharat now ruled the country. And even when we were finally able to unite we were so diversified from unity and together ness we no longer stood with each other as one. We were small groups like bunch of tribes of fighting each other’s for food or power. And this brought to the very place we are right now.
If I could travel back in time one of the things I will make sure to name our Nation Bharat. We probably started with a lot more debt than we were suppose too but could still have survived this and still could have came up with much better result that we have and look at our home as our nation not just my village my city or my state.
Yeah when I look around now I hate my India but I love every bit of its past I love my Bharat.

lost and smiled

As I learned the way to love u and I lost you
Memories were deep so were the wounds
Ache was endless so was the loneliness
Yet held u dear closed in my heart
Within every thought you were there
Nor was there any tear nor I could care
In life darkness and abyss were only there
Yet cherished everything that was there
Was it part of life or just a fair
These were the moments I could never share
Deep in my heart as I left them
Hidden from prying eyes as I kept them
Was too scared what they might reveal
Make the wounds that never heal
Lived along the pain to die alone
Wasn’t end of love nor was the end of lies
Kept telling myself for one pride
Of untold love as I died
Let’s wipe the tears remove the sadness trace
Now let’s smile and put a brave face
There is a lot to live for not just you.
And I lost everything as I lost you.

Vivek Sheel

still...

I lost the feeling of love as I lost you and I love you still,
Often I stop, look back and miss you still,
Time heals the wounds, even hide the marks.
As drifted towards new life and remember you still.
Lost the feeling of love as I lost you and I love you still.

Empty are my words empty as my heart.
Promises made are empty still.
Paramour’s I have, heart is lonely still
Long forgotten of yours are precious memories still
Lost the feeling of love as I lost you and I love you still.

It was dusk without you, life is darker still.
Heart was of glass but it was heart still.
Selfish As broke it apart but it hurts still.
For the fears often broke up, rapine me still.
Lost the feeling of love as I lost you and I love you still.

Love is blind, desire to see you is last still
Have everything, only love I cherish still.
Time is reason and memories are happiness still.
To love you to love all life is wish still.
Lost the feeling of love as I lost you and I love you still.

Vivek Sheel

Being Nomad

What it means to lead a life with no goals? To where am I going to when I have no destination? And more often than not I asked myself where I am from, where is my Home? Destiny is something most of us are running behind and fewer of us are looking for our home, a place to belong.
Nomads have no home, they live their life as it passes and their destiny are the places where they reached. Fewer of them are pretty contended by the thought of living this life. Most of them just want to belong to someone somewhere not necessarily a parents, lovers, wives, husbands even kids, as these are the very chains that made them a nomad at first place.
An idea of belonging to someone often comes with a heavy price. A price is too heavy for many of these to pay they mostly end up either shunning them off from people or completely deserting the very ones they were so hardly trying to belong. Even in the cases where they are already living with someone they reach the point of indifference but mostly others fails to recognize and realize the end of this relationship as nomads are mostly too humane to make these people suffer.
Living in the misery of their own reality mostly trying to understand the instability of their own mind and heart which is barely open to anyone always end up living in their own castle of solitude. Blaming oneself and trying to relate more to the world around them only pushes them more towards this loneliness.
These people are not the souls who can’t be saved or can’t be loved even the soul’s who can’t belong. They are the very nectar of love and this life which travels and lives in every corner of this earth. These souls can love, they will love even will belong to the one as long as one don’t take away the very thing that defines them.

Don’t take away freedom, lets share it.

End of a black hole.

How does the black hole ends? How does anything with so much power dies what happens to it after its end and what happens to everything it so absorbed? As per most of speculation or theories in the end black holes just evaporates and there is nothing left after it. As a person from real world its bit hard to digest as in my life I have never seen or imagined anything completely evaporates without a trace left.
Yeah I am no physicist. But that doesn’t stop me from questioning what science journals ask me to believe. Complete evaporation of black holes at its death is also one question I have in my mind and I certainly believe it is nearly impossible to evaporate anything without an even single trace. So when it does end what happen to all the matter it did absorb during its life time?
As we know there is less space required in case elements are smaller as more well packed and free space requirement is less.

If elements the smaller they will be much more well packed thus gap in between will be less. So when one star does end up with fuel due to all the high energy present in the core of star it keep becoming smaller elements thus able to get much more well packed and occupy less space. Thus when star dies and runs out of fuel the inner elements the elements which are already divided will start reducing the size of the star to real small object. Which have the same mass of the star but very well packed thus extremely small in size. Leading to formation of black hole. If the size of star isnt big enough it will need be able to become black hole but just pulsur as the elements will not be crushed to such a small level that they can become black hole.
We all know black holes gravitational pull is more the speed of light thus making impossible for light to escape from it making them really hard to detect. And if any object that comes near black hole and become subject of its gravitational pull. At certain point it will reach the speed of light and even surpass it as it is getting absorbed by the black hole. With so much gravitational pull the every object that comes near black hole starts getting stretched and at certain point the with the amount of energy it is getting pulled it will reach ionization energy thus electron will break free from the surface ans when it does it it will release some amount of energy. As the elements still is trying to get closer it will keep further getting divided into smaller elements from atom to further smaller quantam elements. Such as hig boson or even further smaller elements depends completely on size of Black hole and its gravitational pull. Which helps any star or object to merge into black hole without effecting its size to a large scale. Also when the elements are getting pulled every time an element is divided into smaller element it releases the huge amount of energy. Resulting into radiation burst from the black holes. But that only happens when black hole itself has absorbed too much of energy in itself and with this gravitational pull even energy gets pulled towards the surface.
Now with this established the black hole does contain insane amount of energy in it. Object of gravational pull disintegrate itself into smaller elements much smaller than just Hydrogen even small the elements which we have not yet discovered as the amount of energy in the black hole is insanely high which keep on disintegrating the molecule into smaller and smaller thus converting the star into pure black hole surface very well packed. And as does the black hole has absorbed enough number of stars and has reached its limit it cannot further hold all & due to its own gravitation pull it keeps crumbiling to smaller size over time due to pull of its own as well as the energy which has been trapped due to its gravitational pull surronds it putting equal pressure on the black hole surface to crumble more into itself it evaporates and as it evaporates all the enrgy which was trapped due to high gravational pull becomes free and explodes.
Releasing all the energy it once absorbed which spread across the region with more than speed of light and then it start losing the energy the energy further start transforming itself back into mass or matter. Leading it into formation of new objects which may be stars planets, asteroids may be even life.
If our universe has black hole in the centre as my previous article this may be very process explaining the expanding and contracting universe further leading to formation of whole new Universe.

Mangtein hain muqadar zindgi ka
Tu ek baar mujhe raah dikhata ja
Chahe tu chod dena mujhe bewafa hoke
Par ek baar toh aas dilate ja

Mangtein hain muqadar zindgi ka
Tu ek baar mujhe raah dikhata ja
Mana ki main tere khuda ka nahi
Par tu is kafir ko mohabaat toh sikhata ja
Kuch he paal ki baaki yeh zindgi meri
marne se pehle jeena toh sikhta ja

Mangtein hain muqadar zindgi ka
Tu ek baar mujhe raah dikhata ja

Fate of life is what i ask for
kindly show me the path for my destiny
you can than betray me and leave me
but at least give me hope

Fate of life is what i ask for
kindly show me the path for my destiny
i know i do not belong to your god
but teach this infidel to love
i don not have much time left in life
at least teach me how to live before death

Yeh gila hum jis khuda se karte hain
woh khuda bhi kisi shayer ne banaeya hoga
intezaar mein tere jo hum itna jalte hain
us shayaer ko bhi kisi ki mohabbat na jaleya hoga.

the god to whom i cry to for my suffering
must have been made by some poet
in wait of my love as i burn
must have felt the agony

Bad effects of Good Kids.

There is an old saying “too much of anything is bad”. Even good kids have side effects more on the side than on themselves. Quite opposite to believe successful people only inspire us I know many of us will be judging me by now but don’t write me off just yet.
This may sound like more of my personal life than an article. I am going to start with a story of young boy name kaku, he was black sheep of a family. Family that was filled with genius people highly intelligent and very intellectual but he was not. Not even one these qualities he was blessed with. He wasn’t much into studies & even good manners were not part of his charm he was angry, stubborn and had no concentration at all easy to say he was no light of the house.
Which made life bit bitter and tough for him especially looking around see everyone else is perfect, perfection the society requires. Easier to say he was bit of an eyesore. And for 8 year old that bit too much to handle so he had to choose to either continue to be an eyesore or change the way he is and follow someone as mentor.
It would have been much easier if he chose the first option and be the way he was though I don’t know how his future would have turned out to be as I didn’t get to see that part in my life. Other option is to live the way as people expects you to live. Now it easier said than done especially if you are part of family who are all masters of their fields.
Kid who recently decided to become a good kid it can be bit overwhelming as they may lack the very skills which are required to be one of those perfect kids. They aren’t as brainy or as smart as others even if they were they would not know how to use this skill as this is not their signature skill it is one part of their nature that they have never used and still despise the idea of being perfect kid in their head somewhere and though he is trying to change but as they say “People never change”.
Now when people see you trying without even realizing they get a hope you are good child now and they start comparing normal kids with perfect kids. And Perfect kids set standards for you. Everything they do is they do with perfection, which becomes quite a challenge for the kids who follow them as their shadows. In cases like these it becomes more of a frustration than an inspiration.
While tailing this perfection people often lose their own passions their own skills. As kids try to modelize themselves they end up losing their own original shape becoming nothing more than copy cats. Also forgetting this fact these imperfections makes us what we really are. We were never really intended to be perfect we were supposed to be imperfect to begin so we can fill the loop holes of others by being ourselves but this continuous comparison made us what we are not.
It’s fascinating to see how easily people influence us. No wonder we still live in herds. And we follow people so we get accepted by society. Yet we also think we are different we are different from this world. Little did we know the difference we are so proud of was lost long ago while we were so busy being good.

The Very fear I live in.

We shouldn’t be scared “Scared of anything”. No I am not supporting fear here or to be afraid “even being chicken” but just the fear itself. Fear is the very component we are made off. Every one of us suffered from some sort of fear even the Harry Potter who suffered from fear of fear itself.
But is fear really that bad for us. In experience it has always been helpful in keeping us sane and making better choices been kind of guide for us the very same way God has been. Fear has a very strong control on our minds and actions but not that good on thoughts but these thoughts help us in instill the very fear in us. Randomness and our imagination are often the reason we fear something.
But these imaginations also help us to find all the possible open paths. Also prepare us for all the possible endings. On a personal experience fear has been the reason for me being crazy yet sane. If you have no fear you will not realize when you lose your control but if we are bit afraid we go to our very end and try to see if we are still safe. This very fear helps us find our limitations and the threshold to a level we can push ourselves too.
People who drive fast and those who are maniac this is the line that we can draw to judge if we is maniac or he just drives fast. As those who drives fast are also bit afraid of it that fear keeps them safe and in control as they know if they push too far they might lose control. And those who completely let go of all the fears turn into maniac and more often than not have bitter endings.
Yeah too much of these limitations aren’t healthy in any prospect. As if the belt is too tight one can’t even breathe. Fear defines the limitations for one if you make the place to small there is no place to move there is no place left too imagine as we can only imagine as much as we have space for imagination. If our fears build too many walls then you can’t imagine all.
As old people say too much of everything is bad. So fear is not different if you are too afraid you fail to move forward and if you are not afraid you won’t be able to reach where you wanted to begin with.

5% more...

5% more is all I ask, what would have happened if I had 5% more? How much life would have changed, how different of person I would have been now? Would I have been in the same state as I am now? So many questions pop up in mind. And a fear too what if still nothing would changed than I guess I would have believed in fate or more probably asked for 5% more.
That 5% more may have helped me reached my goals and dreams and yeah, it would have helped me figure out my dreams and my goals. Probably even controls these random thoughts I end up writing too often nowadays. With my current capabilities I just live my life as it comes often struggling with every part of it. And Struggle to make it better or something that makes me think it might feel better.
But no matter how much of I struggle I still can’t draw a picture of my future or my life not of future not even of present. Not very sure how many of us can draw the picture what our life should be like. Yeah I know I always wanted to live where it snows and have a house at beach but can I picture myself living there No, I can’t even imagine me being happy there just because I once wanted to live like that. And I am sure not planning for that future. I hope if I have 5% more I would have been able to figure out.
Also hope with that 5% more I fill the voids of life and even made me a probably a better person, I always been bit of rebel and narrow minded, selfish, often less caring as others always want me to be. The idea of living for others doesn’t really find its house in my head home. I hope I would become more considerate about others or may be not frankly I don’t think I would be able to care even after that. But I do hope I understand people bit more.
Even after saying so much I still can’t stop imagining how much I would have changed with that 5% more. Would I have gotten my degree without arrears, would I have been better student? My IQ was it not enough for this worlds smooth ride. Or I was never really able to associate with everything around me. May be with that 5% people I would have able to associate bit more.
My craving for 5% more is same as my craving for time machine. If I could just get that I would have fixed so many things, may have saved my failed love, and may have saved myself from failing again and again in same subject and may have made my life bit more perfect. I can add so many may’s to this list of how much of it might have changed.
It certainly shows my desire it to change even my lethargic nature. Also a false hope I might have fixed my all flaws if I have 5% more but If I have no flaw than I wouldn’t be human this 5% keeps me human keep me what I am also is the reason I have this desire to have 5% more.

few words...

hai ye chand ki laali humein yeh ehsaas dilati hai
humein abhi bhi unki yaad aati hai
jinki baatein humein har pal hasaati thi,,
naa jaane unhee ki yaad ab itna kyoon rulati hai...

hai yeh chand ki laali humein ehsaas dilati hai..
yeh duniya bhi ab humein tanhayee mehsoos karati hai
pa kar bhi jo kho diya tujhko
ab to mohbaat bhi bhi humein raas na aati hai

often this redness of this moon makes me feel
i still miss u at times
who made me smile with her every word
why now her memory makes me cry

often this redness of this moon makes me feel
this world now makes me feel alone
even after finding you, i lost you
now even love doesn't suit me

work in progress...

What I would be if…

What I would be if I am not what I am today?
This question can makes many of us wonder what their alter life would have been like, What would they have become if they didn’t choose to be what they are now, and for some of us it was never an option and to tell you truth I don’t what else I would have been, I always took the path that came in front of me. It was never a choice it was always a straight road this life And I never made any decisions. At least not how I want my life to be like. I am not even sure what I am right now and where this path is heading to.
Figuring out life wasn’t my strongest point, was never really able to plan life. Wasn’t able to plan anything till now not days, desires or dreams. So life wasn’t even point of my concern. Sure I use to dream what I wanted my life to be like. In the end it was just imagination my lack of actions or lack of passion even my lethargic nature was responsible for it.
But it was never like we never wanted to be anything else sure we did from Harry Potter to William Gates even Leonardo da Vinci, but often we wanted to become someone because of what we are now. Hobbies and passion developed around me because of what I am right now. They all happened and brought me to this place in life where I am now. And it helped me shape my life even my dreams and desires.
Where I am right now is also another question that haunts me. The question of Who am I? What is my identity? Am I just what my visiting card say or am I something more or different than that. Is it my qualification that completes the definition of my identity? As I stated earlier I didn’t reach here by my own choice I just took the path what was in front of me. And kept walking sometimes looked at other paths that were going parallel to mine and wondered what If I picked that path. Irrespective of fact how but What If I did? My being here has more to do with the path laid in front of me. And to some extent what was expected from me.
Expectation from us to define our destiny at the very least the paths we take. We all have someone who expects us to do something. I should plan my life as they expect me to be. Even if I am not some public figure who live life as they are expected to but I am suppose to please everyone around me. This is my moral responsibilities to fulfill the dreams of my parents. As they suffered through their lives so I can live my life happily. I can live my life filled with my own desires. What it really means? My life was never really mine. It was never free it was just a mirage a lie when you are told you can do whatever you want. The truth is you can do whatever you want as long as it meets with our dreams. This is done to make us believe we are free. Parents want to live their life through you now as they never lived their own because earlier they live for their parents and then for kids and the vicious circle goes on. And we to please others by choice or not we do want to be look up to and follow the same path.
Ironically I am the one who is saying with the matter of fact I was kid from everyone least expected anything. But did I become what I wanted to be. I guess I did irrespective of the fact I still have no clue what I am. I often look at other field and hope they were mine but maybe it is just like grass looks greener on other side. So my desperate attempts to do something I want is nothing but my own way of getting out of my own monotony.

autoProfiler

It's often embarrassing when phone rings at its loudest volume in office hours even more embarrassing when it rings during a meeting. A solution just to avoid that.

Concept:

To develop an application for mobiles that will change the profile on mobile automatically depending on the time this will help you to control mobile volume settings depending upon the time and your location.

Future:

This app will the synchronized with you outlook or lotus calendar thus changing the volumes of ring or any other activity based on setting, Since all corporate likes to setup meeting in their calendar which help their time managements but this will also help you to manage mobile ringer so if you are on official meeting your mobiles doesn’t start singing at its loudest volume.
This can further be synchronized with GPS that will help your machine to identify your location and set the ring volume. In case of market if the volume of Mobile is lower it often tough to hear important calls and often we end up missing them. To avoid such condition as most of high tech mobiles come with GPS or Google Maps we can use them to locate person position and use it to identify the environment and set the volume of mobile.

Implementation:

Current implementation of this application is very easy It will be simply able to change profile or volume setting based on calendar or it can even ask user to set is his specified working hours. These working hours will be used for setting up phone settings. Provide the option such as selecting the ringtone or all other notification methods.

Environment:

Based on the simplicity of this application, this application can be developed for All OS based mobile systems. Including IOS, Android, Symbian, RIM, Windows.

Marketing Strategy:

Quite Simple strategy can be used to promote such application such including it in the various app stores provided by all the respective application.

Target Customer:

Targeted customer mostly includes Corporate, Business Professional everyone who uses needs calendar or requires time management. But afterwards will target common man when GPS facility in enabled.

Religion I never had...

What is dharma? Was dharma really meant as same as religion? I am not sure, I always felt dharma was more of my moral responsibilities, it had more to do with my conscience than of what religion I belonged, If this is true than what is my religion I understand my way of living is of Hinduism but where is my religion, It’s easy to say now I never really had one, I never really belonged to one, Quite a relief for me. There is no actual word for religion in Hindi, we are misusing the word dharma and spoiling even corrupting it’s meaning for our own selfish gains. Religion came in to existence to link people to connect them together.
Religion = Link in between Region
This religion was created in order to bring people together make them believe in similar believes but nothing remains same it was suppose to be nothing stands firm in the test of time, Although I am not sure that was total ideology when they actually created religion, May be from the beginning it was meant to control people and their actions so Not so long after its creation it was used as power, power like no other, power that helps to control, even start wars, We all know religion has always played pivotal role in wars, In every war there were people of some religion who suffered the wrath of others, No religion was totally incorruptible, Since with so many followers the desire to control them was so inviting, Even after so many years it is one of the most formidable enemy. And the rate people trying to spread it for power, all the conversion’s taking place, if they really care for other person why they are ask them to follow that specific religion to get help. Why they are not helped just like that. Now I am not pin pointing any one here but to say I will help you only if you follow my religion otherwise you can die the dog death I don’t care, where is the humanity in that?
But asking for humanity here is too much to ask, humanity doesn't yield to power at least not as soon as religion does, so it's much easier to use religion as force, dharma on the other hand is quite unyielding to follow if you are looking for power, Probably because there is no politics in dharma, it’s everyone’s moral responsibility. And people who do not follow their responsibilities they never really had any dharma. But they can have their religions but not dharma, Religions is their link with each other & yeah religion was always very different from dharma. Now we all who doesn't have religions but only ideologies than what are we fighting for, Why we fight when someone say I belong to some other religion? Now we don’t have to get jealous from people with religions. Being just jealous cannot be the reason we start fighting or even kill thousands of people for it. That doesn't really feel right. But our leaders have convinced us, we have a religion and we should fight for it. Who choose them as leaders when they don’t even know actual meaning of dharma? But here they are guiding us. Leading us to live a bitter life and we look up to them somehow I found that to be too trivial.
I know I am not alone who believe this. Many people are looking for change many now don't bother about religion but more we try to move away from it more the powers of these leaders grow stronger. I am quite confused on how but on the name of change and people leaving their culture behind these leaders are becoming more of a religious demons. Least they realized the fact change is law of nature we have survived for 34000 years because we changed when the change was required. Change was our strength which they are fighting so vigorously against.
Let this change come let’s move to future we are changing to people we want to be, you have no rights to ask us to follow what your principles are I will do what I believe is morally right I will lead my own life in the path I feel right. I will have my dharma uptight but don’t drag me to pit holes of religion. I never had one I never will.

My Religion my War

Why it matters what happen to people in other country, The govt. of those countries is doing stuff what people want, What they see is right for that nation, They are not your brothers they have no relation towards you, They are people themselves, I know this might sound very harsh to many people if you want to help them just because they are of your religion I certainly can’t find humanity in that, being human is different than you are suppose to stand against violence on all the people, but No that you won’t do, you don’t want to care about kid dying in Africa because of no water but all you want to know is what religion he is from, isn’t that bit hog wash your pathetic excuse of justifying for what you are asking is right.
US is just one of those who make money from those whose house catches fire, and they also make sure people house keep on catching fires, Sadly every Govt. of major nations is same and even more sadly mine is actually puppet of them who believes in same theories,
and they already sold India for some huge amount of money, But is it just govt. fault, No we are all the same, same pathetic excuse for life, “disgusting one” who fight for religion more seriously than food, who are either so self involved or trying to connect people where we have no real connection just because some asshole told you he belongs to your religion, and Funny thing is people are becoming dumber with time,
I was recently talking to someone and I asked
Me: Do you really believed in god, God they asked you to believe in your religion.
Friend: yes, I do.
Me: I asked her why? have you felt its presence?
Friend: no
Me: then why?
Friend: Because I was told so, I was asked to believe so I started believing.
I was shook by her answer, is that the reason why we all believe god, Well it’s easier to say no here isn’t it, Then I will ask again give me why you actually believe in god, I believe in god myself but I have my own reasons and they are certainly not as shallow as the one I just mentioned. But am I so different from rest I did experiment,
When we were young we are trained to believe everything our parents tell us, or our society tell us, so we start believing god, and as much importance our society gives to religion leaving few exception most of them start falling for the same crap. We are no different from sheep’s We follow what they asked us to follow, Do you think if we leave 2 kid’s in jungle to get old, one guy and gal, and meet them after hundreds of years they will also believe in god like we do?
I hardly doubt that! at the very least they wouldn’t believe in any religion crap. They probably be just actual suppose to be not effected by any religion or thought, if they have humanity in them it won’t be limited to stupid thought hey there is a guy who has no religion I am worried about him, To them we all be equal, not split by some stupid colors or religions
We pathetic excuse for human are the worst examples of smart animals as I might add, Recent I did experiment on myself I was reading an article I actually hate Indian Central Govt. so this article was discussing how Indian PM and others are just agents of America in India, this article affected my thought process to such a deep level that now I see every action of Indian Govt. as act of agent and I see how it really benefits America I can’t control myself and this is the goggles that are present in front of my eyes & it will make me look at world only in that color. And Govt. of India is really not helping me to get rid of these goggles. The reason it affected me so much is as I was willing to believe in anything that is against this govt. and this one just fit my needs so is the concept of god and even pathetic religion they religion god came into existence based on their regions and so as their acts and powers. So when one of faced a issue and we were told this might be reason it happened it all fits in our head and we actually start believing the crap someone just told. And as it spreads it became a society and that just forces the numb nuts like us to believe the gods. And fight for our religion. My religion gave me this crap gave that crap, he is my brother because he is from my religion that guy should die as I don’t know his religion and I don’t care after that.
Frankly I don’t care about religion I do things which make me feel good and I hope everyone is should be happy I rather support someone who is hungry than fight for a asshole who is suffering because he was fighting for religion yes I am that cruel hate me for it but I don’t give rats ass about religion or people dying because of it I worry about them as they are human and hope we all move above this religion crap and try to be together but I am not that stupid I know it’s not going to happen.

How Long do I want to live?

To many this is stupid question to few this is better left unanswered. We all stick closely to life and do everything to make it simple, easy, comfortable. Even those people with simple lives do they want to live life more than the ones who are having hard time, This is not so tough to tell people who are having hard life are actually trying harder to live and appreciate life more than People with simple lives. Now I am getting ahead of myself. Question is still how long you really want to live.

If we all think logically we all will come up with some answers and as for me I would like to live as long my life is not monotonous. If one day I get up and realize I am at that last page of novel and now nothing new will happen there is no new page to turn to. I will probably want to end along with that novel itself, frankly as most stories do. May be this is why I like long stories where there is never a end but I know there is something that might happen in the next page. New adventure is key of my life. It keeps me going and up as well.

But I am not writing here just about myself I am trying to understand human life and human thoughts yeah my most thoughts are biased with my own view. I have seen some people who have huge life force their desire to live is much greater than others. They tend to move forward in most absurd situations they don’t give up don’t even give signs of giving up always have smile on their face irrespective of life. To me they are real heroes They are someone you often end up looking up to. They don’t only hold life close to themselves but cheer and challenge it at same time and enjoy it to its limit they may have pain with depths of sea in their hearts but still bring themselves to smile and live I know there are people like that as I fell in love with someone who has become my mentor of life.

Then there are people who often get sad even frustrated with life but they never stop moving forward their curiosity for knowing what is ahead gets better of them, They strive to move forward often are day dreamers and see unimaginable dreams which are never really close to reality and they even realize this in due time but still continue to look for new dreams and new lives, They have weird things they want to take road less travelled and often rebels and even have short temper but still they are happy people to many. It’s really hard to know what is going on inside their heads. I guess they like to live as long as it keep changing as long as there is space for something new to them, to them relationship and all commitments are like chain holding them ground some time for good some time for bad. They often end up feeling like birds in cages.

Then we have I guess category which is highly populated where they are tired of life want it to change but never take initiative to them life is better when it is simple they have their own adventures their own dreams to make it more simple to get into most comfortable state well to tell you truth everyone want to get more comfortable but for few this comfortable is good for rest of life and for few it good only for few minutes and they want to see what else is their but I can’t deny the fact people of this category often live most relaxed life people with above category often end up getting jealous from them even if they look down on people from this life but they still get jealous often if they are not successful and their all attempts are going useless. People of this category just let the live slip and live it as it passes with whatever they have sometime hoping to change it but mostly keep living the same life with same passion and same patience.

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What all we aspire?

What do we dream to be? What hopes we have from our kids? What we tell them to look up to? Too many questions asked but pretty simple answers Engineers, Doctors, CA, IAS Officer, If not many but few Army officer too & some even players. How many of us want our kids to be Entrepreneurs? How many of us want us our kids not to work under somebody but be somebody. If William Gates was looking for job probably he would have got selected in IBM and we would have never seen Computer as it is today.
May be I took too big of a example to start with, I will share a incident when I was coming from my office There were two people sitting just behind me and I overheard their conversation he was describing what he is He is a worker who works from 9 to 6 he is no different anyone who works at mill only difference he could find is he is better paid, he had better attitude and more perks than his friend suggested if he wants to get rid of this why he doesn’t start a business he just laughed completely rejecting his advice. And it was quite clear he never thought about starting his own business probably he is happy with his well provided contended life.
Business is not what most consider as source of employment at-least proper source of employment and often scared of it and more often than not help other people to get scared from it too. We all will have our own reasons for not starting our own business from instability of business to challenge it might provide and people who belong to working class wouldn’t even dream to fathom the idea to start a own business. Too absurd too irrational business is only for business class people not service class, You shouldn’t take risk you should just do your job it is not for us and so many other reasons which on practical basis doesn’t event hold ground but they are enough to change minds, scare them for good.
We ask our next generation to be Engineer, CA or so many things ask them to look up to those who are engineer and try to mold the future of kids in the same pattern we want them and as kids look up to us when we look up to those who are engineers they also look up to them they aspire to be another part of this work force.
Above is not only true for people who belong to working class but even too business owners they just want their kids to take over the legacy and perform the same duties they have been performing all this life not looking for something new, often parents of such kind do not adjust well to new ideas by their kids, Well I can't blame them in our society experience in markets matters more than innovation. Innovation or Out of Box thinking stands last in pyramid. And sometimes its wrong too if heir is not talented enough he or she might end up ruining everything what parents has earned till now.
Change is indeed hard for people. Idea of coming out of where we are comfortable to do something which is completely new is not all that tempting at least not to most yup to few for whom monotony is end of life change is all they have.
I also have one question I am asking myself for sometime now, how do we try to make our kids to be entrepreneur. How can we even hope to find this quality its not some quality like of lawyer a kids who always has something for counter argument and always believe and stick to his guns can be a very good lawyer. I have yet to find the answer for same but I guess the difference between a scientist and a entrepreneur is only that he has business perspective along with his madness.
I hope our future is as much as entrepreneur as of engineers and science.


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A new Approach

To all,

From now on I will try my best to write article's more professionally and use better language to deliver my message across.
Will post new one soon kindly post your reviews on same.

regards,
Vivek Sheel

Dooms day is here!.... yeah Right!...

Dooms day is here tomorrow we all might die. Why It doesn't sound scary anymore at least not to me or most of my generation people I guess reason is since I took birth 4 dooms days has already passed and I don't know how many more to come. This article might seem redundant especially considering my old article "in the end we all die".
Dooms day is nothing more than joke now isn't people read predictions made by others and presume things as they would like to see it.
Its often funny that people always assume the worst possible scenarios when ever they try to understand someones prediction or even notes.
To tell you truth no matter how obvious it sounds I don't believe in dooms day well to me it is not possible! To me its not possible we get all get wiped out on one day no matter how many religions believes I am contradicting here but I don't believe a day will come after that there will be no human life left in this universe "not even leaving astronomers in space" I can imagine tomorrow 1 person might die or 10 person die what the heck with growing sizes of cities 10 million die in one day I can believe but to wipe out billions of people in one day, I just don't see it happening its to tell you truth It is really tough nut to crack to wipe out all of us.
If we consider this Japanese incident might be starting of this than I would suggest you why would you consider this as starting point why not tsunami that hit Indonesia few years back and after than Haiti and so many natural disaster which are falling on us on regular basis. if you consider that why not one before that well the natural disasters always happen its like a circle they are never initiative of anything they are just ways earth take bit of revenge on us you know turn wise concept Japanese eat sea food a lot so sea ate them (I have really no intention to hurt anyone feelings I certainly feel sorry for all the loss and really thankful to Japan for all they have done for this earth and I have no intention to hurt their feelings).
Its similar to 3rd world war when that might start? You often heard this line when it will start what will happen after it end even countless stories are written about it some of them are even my favorite but do you believe 3rd world war will be similar to previous one or is it already going on which just didn't give it the name of 3rd world war who are actors in this war I guess all major nations are tell me which nation army isn't fighting some one now. American, British, Russia, India all major nations are currently in war with some one so how is this not world war.
How is this not the day approaching to be dooms day.
It is not as we have strong spirit to live we all wont die just one day. There is no dooms day which might happen in future get on with life Its going to go on as long it goes on. The day you die is dooms day for you anyway as than it doesn't matter who lives who die as you are already dead.

App using Google Latitude

To inbuilt the service such as Google latitude in public vehicles especially the ones they are about to travel or already travelling this will give relief to the person in order to locate his bus before arrival and thus providing much tension free service as they will know if they already missed the service or they still have time. Another use of same is it will also help to locate vehicles in case of any mishaps and will provide easier way to perform rescue operation.
The application implementation could be very simple the when user buys ticket he will be provided with secret key that will be active for only for some standard size of time like if he is travelling from Chandigarh to Delhi it is suppose to take 4-6 Hours so his session key will be valid for 8hours to max in order to avoid cases such as 6 hours this can help not only the passenger but also the passenger family in-order to locate his current location thus will be very free from tension and one who like to pick up their members it will guide them how much time they have to pick up family and in case some kids are travelling it will give us big relief to parents to able to locate their kids even while travelling.

For lazy people Google Latitude is a location-aware mobile app developed by Google. Latitude allows a mobile phone user to allow certain people to view their current location. Via their own Google Account, the user's cell phone location is mapped on Google Maps. The user can control the accuracy and details of what each of the other users can see — an exact location can be allowed.

God a misbelief?

God a certain misbelieve that I would like to believe logically speaking I know there is no god I know I am what my deeds lead me to. Everything I have I have it because of my own choices but deep down I want to believe in god. I want to believe my god lead me to where I am today. It guided me helped me and still helps me fulfill my dreams. Am I insane to think that, am I insane to give credit of my own work to someone who might not even exists. See how afraid I am to say he doesn't exist I want to believe he does, I am afraid of him too afraid to even tempt him but am I just afraid? No I seek his approval as well want to think what I am doing is right. I want to believe he thinks I am right. Now why does it sound similar to parent’s complex? Desire to seek their approval for every action no wonder we often believe our parents are our gods and just like more or less often we try to go against our parents same way we try to go against god yet ask for their approval their guidance.
Or as usual it proves we are scared people and always will be scared that we might not be here anymore if we say something against him, the same reason we all believe one day dooms day will come, the same reason we have set up boundaries around us and named the rules which we must follow some times on the name of God, religion, nation even our nature.

God is fear for most of people but also a friend who they believe listens to them. My comments about god may be immature I am not huge follower of him especially of god based on religion. It is just internal peace many crave for when they feel they need solitude and really tired of life needs place to rest not physical but mental one they look for god. I am tired but I wanna so much before getting rest I am sad I haven't seen so much but I do have craving for peace like rest of us, its very nature of element that makes us look for rest low energy when ever an elements has lots of energy it tends to loose to stabilize itself hot water freezes before cold one. God isn't someone I can summarize in few words. Mostly because its not science it has nothing to do with science but it did originated from science. God existence came into picture when humans tried to name powers they had no control. Objects everything seemed so godly then he started believing that someone out their make this happen. Or even directly praying to them. That is what I believe is very reason god exists
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Go Green!

To build up a car which runs on both fuel as well as electricity. This car will have rules engine which will guide the car to switch from electricity to fuel or fuel to electricity at certain times such as when it is running out of battery or even when car is running at very low speed or stuck in traffic jam that time car will start using electricity automatically and this battery will get charge when car is running thus lowering the need to charge vehicle externally, this car can be very useful esp inside cities and since it is actually fuel based as well it can as big as any other car but during lean times when pressure on engine is low it will switch to electricity and saving burning fuel when it is least required and will increase the vehicle mileage
The program to make engine switch can be made more intelligent in order to make fuel efficient.

Few questions?

WHY IS THE SKY BLUE?

The blue color of the sky is due to Rayleigh scattering. As light moves through the atmosphere, most of the longer wavelengths pass straight through. Little of the red, orange and yellow light is affected by the air.

However, much of the shorter wavelength light is absorbed by the gas molecules. The absorbed blue light is then radiated in different directions. It gets scattered all around the sky. Whichever direction you look, some of this scattered blue light reaches you. Since you see the blue light from everywhere overhead, the sky looks blue.

Why is earth round?

Well not only earth all massive objects are all round in nature as round takes minimum space, Since gravity pulls toward the center of the planet or star, everything gets pulled down into a sphere. However, planets and stars are not really perfect spheres. They spin, so they bulge out a little around the equator.
Which makes it appear round

Why water is wet?
Due to presence of charge, High polarity of oxygen split the H2O in H+ and OH-
as well as Due to hydrogen bonding which makes it stick to the skin to stabilize the charge on OH- and H+

Why is fire hot?

Fire is the result of a chemical reaction (oxidation) which releases energy stored in chemical bonds. This released energy is the "heat" you feel.

As the chemical reaction releases stored energy, volatile chemicals are released, it is these hot vapors which you see and call flames. The color of the flame is an indication of the chemicals being released

If I could turn back time?

How often we say this line? At least somewhere in vicinity of our life we thought of this. Well I may be imposing my self on everyone but I did lots of times, If I am not wrong everytime I do something wrong I will say "If I could turn back time". Later I realize If I do change time I might not be what I am today.Certainly many times we hate what we have become but all this time is what made us strong enough to be what we are. So the basic Idea of changing back time is absurd because we cant change something which is not yet happened and if We do there is no reason for us to be at that place anyway This is one thing that makes the whole point absurd.
Now If we cant back in time whats the real use to time machine oh yeah we can move forward in time, Now do we really want to go time where our existance has no meaning itself. And we cant even return from that time to our real life since travelling back is impossible you might want to go to future of human but whats the point if you can't whats their in our current time (Current time not the one you are but when from where you started) Somehow Now all the idea of time machine looks stupid. Not to all of us somehow even I realize the travelling in time is stupid but I am still fascinated by the idea of time travel I may not know reasons for it but I am I guess ability to know what future might look like is still a good power to have though. I can't boast about that power to anyone as In this end its nothing more that going to much advanced version of what we are today. If we go 10000 years from now we might not be ready what we might see Humans with huge heads small eyes small ears ironically "All might look like big head version of Chinese" and yeah similar small bodies basically all dwarf. I guess its not time to pick on Chinese but any who Somehow I realized I belong to time where I should be not in future not in past though desires nevers ends. My quest for time machine will go on.

In the end we all die!

Quite Ironically In all religions there is a talk about end of life as we know it, Dooms day as we say it, No matter how often we believe our religion is different from other but when it comes to basis there is always a talk about flood from which we all survived and one day we all will die as by Mesopotamian its suppose to be happen by 2012 well I am not here to challenge it too afraid of fate I guess but this has been question which is generally asked around why all religions have similar notions why all religions states one day we all will die, If you ask me our earlier version ancestors as we call them were really afraid people and I am not saying we are any different well more than 10000 years have passed and we still continue to fear the same thing God, something which has been mis-belief of people for all this time, The fear that god might take everything away and well will die, I am not atheist as stated above too scared to challenge fate, god but somehow I believe the notion which is so common among us is nothing but a fear that a child has when he gets a toy he clings to it all the time he can especially when its new because he is afraid he might loose it or someone will take it away till he start realizing no this is his own toy and no one will ever take it from him he starts too loose importance of it and from their its down the hill eventually time passes by and day he stops caring about it at all its gets lost but my story isn't complex as this we humans been always afraid of death no matter how much we deny it no matter how crazy are we there is always a fear that says once we die our potion is over and nothing is left so anyhow we are scared of death I am not talking about some people who don't what life is and just die one day but normal human beings who clings to life as much as he can though he knows he might die one day. this is same fear which had lead to our ancestors to believe this might all end one day and everything as we know might end, I am not saying this is wrong of course earth will end one day but I am pretty sure we would be evolved enough by that time we moved to some safer place until or unless somehow people scared of going against religion and don't move to another planet when earth is about to end but any-who i believe we will be evolved to survive end off earth might even of solar system if to take a long shot move to another galaxy if milky way is about to be completely absorbed by black hole in the middle but we will die when this universe end if we are unable to move to parallel dimension and thus surviving again and settle in different universe, I some how believe We are here for some long time not just to enjoy life on earth but in universe(again No challenge to gods of any religion) I am just writing my thoughts.
In the end we all die but our death isn't the end and once something ends it means its time for new life new universe.

I don't have one!

India was considered one of poor countries, Well not any more but if people have doubts about it I often wonder how much they know many people in India may not have food to eat but how come people have money to buy house in crores (10 million is 1 crore) recently I visited some places and somehow surprised with the values of houses 2 bedroom flats with price of 70 lakh or 7 million for those who think Indian rupee is probably weak currency this price still means 150000 dollors and its not that I am surprised at the values but I am surprised how government is completely uninvolved in this the ares the prices of houses are this high are not near clean but just the colonies are very neat. but around its same improper architecture, I have lived in many cities in India Chennai, Bangalore, Hyderabad, Noida, Ludhiana, Chandigarh but often failed to see use of proper architecture in same. Noida and Chandigarh are exemptions in it and I am glad to see the new areas In ludhiana are also developing with very strict regulations making them very good for living, and also govt make sure all areas are developed at least basic requirements with road wide enough, garbage & sewage system but I failed to see any govt initiative in South India though people are buying these house Which some how I believed bit over priced Govt of these places should do something so that people have option of buying houses who are not interested in these kinds since all major part of bangalore is getting developed in the form of gated communities but no colonies are getting developed as we generally see in North India and govt is even less worried about getting garden and other areas being developed near houses which leads to even less kids playing, Might be sounding bit confused but More initiative is required for proper development of cities where its not just locked building but a neighborhood for people to live.

To be scared...

It is not bad to be scared but it's bad if you fail to move on

Theory Regarding Expanding Universe

As per Stephan Hawking right after big bang there was formation of cloud of hydrogen gas which led to construction of star which further led to construction of galaxies when stars came closer due to gravitational force, & I would like to raise a point right after big bang the cloud present at that time where of very huge scale which due to gravitational pull lead to become stars but since that star at this time would be much bigger than the stars we have now, making them highly unstable and led to an early end of star as stars which are more than 100 times bigger than sun are more unstable than smaller as sun which lead to formation of black holes right at the centre universe since at the centre the chance of having huge Hydrogen cloud is much more than at outer edges the outer edges lead to formation of galaxies but near the centre huge stars were formed which lead to formation of extra massive black hole which were so near to each other ended up absorbing each other and becoming one extra super massive black hole all the galaxies on out edges because of gravitational pull of black hole started getting attracted towards to same means towards the centre as we know black holes attracts objects near to it with much more force than the object at farther which make it look like the far object is actually going further away from us making it look like red shift and only very small portion and few potion only making it look like blue shift but since even the stars which are nearer to black hole will also show red shift as even they are moving away from us at much fast speed as compare to us towards to centre of universe
The age of Universe
Once one everything will go back to centre of Universe or all the stars will be absorbed by black hole it will again become unstable giving birth to new universe which may be different from what we have now.

VMechanics

Reg: Training people on how to fix cars at least in a way where not heavy equipment is required.

Is to start a crash course for people on how to fix cars, People will be given basic information as well as training from changing tire to all the way to what most human can do without any heavy equipment this way they are much tension free when go on long rides also can maintain the vehicles in much cheaper way.